singleness.

its not a word…but its what i am. i am one single person…i don’t have another half. i don’t have someone who grabs my hand and holds it for hours. i don’t have someone whose arms i lay in at night. i don’t have someone to listen to all my hopes and dreams. someone whose simple smile just makes me happy.  and about a month ago that saddened me. i felt lonely and slightly scared. like where and when is this whole love thing gonna happen for me. but..now..i’m content. i have started doing things i would have never done by myself. and it feels good. i like it. i feel like i am doing things for me. to better myself, my life. things that make me happy. i’m taking new steps in my life and i’m fine with singleness. one day love will find its way into my life. but until then i am……content.