i wish.

i wish i didn’t hurt you. i wish you were happy. i wish that none of this happened the way it did/is. i wish you weren’t destroying yourself and i wish i didn’t feel like its my fault. i wish life was easier. i wish there was no such thing as pain. i wish it could have worked out..i wish you were stronger. i wish tears didn’t fill my eyes when i think about it all. i wish you would realize you deserve better than what you’re giving to yourself. i wish i didn’t have to push myself away and i wish i wasn’t loosing you again. even tho once again i think its the best thing to do. i wish we could be apart of each others lives, but i know its too hard. but most of all i wish you happiness and i hope you find it soon.