lately i have just been feeling so weird. not down exactly, but not happy either. i feel like there is something missing. something in my life that i want. maybe its love, maybe i need change. or maybe its just that i need a vacation. sometimes i wish things in life were just a little happier. i wish people didn’t screw people over, i wish people were just kind. i wish there was more laughter, more genuiness..(i know thats not a word but oh well.) and i’m tired of having to explain myself to people. i’m tired of saying sorry. i’m tired of trying to make everything all ok. i’m tired of feeling like all i do is work. i’m just tired of being tired. maybe i’ll just go to bed. goodnight.